Wednesday, September 29, 2010

A Glimpse of Goma

A short film by Evans about out time in Goma, entitled "A Glimpse of Goma."

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Raw Video Footage

Here is some raw video footage from my flip camera of our time in Goma. Click the left and right arrows on the sides of the video to go to the next clip.



Note: This isn't everything. I'm working with more footage from our HD camera and will post some of that footage in another week or so.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Mizigo Ipo Wapi (Where's the Luggage?)

Where’s the luggage? Have you touched your passports recently? T&F (tentative and flexible). Relinquish. Let go.

Team Goma phrases, repeated and heard many times. Some funny, some very serious.
Camaraderie, bonding, inside jokes. Keeps us laughing…a lot! Which is much needed when traveling and working with a team. And keeps us praying…a lot!
We started in a wait mode with a 9 hour delay in San Francisco, then 23 hours air travel, plus two overnight layovers. Yada yada yada. Then go go go in GOma for 11 days. Now back to the wait mode in airports and planes and 26 hours of travel. I’m grateful for this team of patient, tolerant people. Sounds impossible, but I’m having fun!!

Looking forward to embracing familia, but already having withdrawals at the thought of missing my teammates.

Life is about the journey, not the destination. That was the devotion this morning at IJM (International Justice Mission) in Rwanda. So true and so applicable at this moment. I hope I can keep that close to my heart in every season of my life.
Mungu awabariki (God bless you in kiSwahili),
Charlotte Martinez

Language Center

One of many adjunct projects of HEAL Africa, the Amani (Peace) Language Center is run by two brothers and good friends of the team, Stewart and James.

By the Grace of God

Driving back to Kigali from Goma, I talked with our Rwandan driver, Deo. Apparently we were driving through his home region. I asked him if any of his family still lived in the area, since he now lives in Kigali. He said no, going on to say his father and all six of his siblings were murdered during the genocide. After a moment of silence, I asked him how he had survived. He replied, "By the grace of God."

The people who came to kill his family also attacked him, taking a swipe at his head. "This one, he is dead," they said, leaving him to die with the rest of his family. I didn't get the details of how he survived since then, but for 4 years the government and militia fought each other back and forth through his home region. Deo didn't feel safe until 1998, four years after the genocide, when the gov't troops finally pushed the militias back into Congo.

Deo now has a wife and three kids: two girls ages 6 and 3, and a 2 year old boy. He keeps his hair cut very short, as a large scar atop his head keeps hair from growing. He's a careful driver, vary gracious and a wonderful person. I feel blessed to have met him and heard a small portion of his story.

I always thought the phrase "There but for the grace of God go I" still retained some sense of personal choice, some blessing bestowed on us that we were given by God. Deo's story reminds me that I could have been born anywhere, that his story could be my story, that all of those living can say, "By the grace of God, here I am."

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Early Birthday

We celebrated my birthday early (actually Aug 6th) at a local Indian restaurant here in Kigali. They went all out: lights out, entire staff, mixed music, even got me up dancing! Video and more pics forthcoming. And yes, they let me keep the hat.

Back to Kigali

The fields and mountains of Rwanda, on our way from Goma to Kigali.
I have found myself thinking about a conversation earlier in the trip. A team member was commenting about how they had been asked “Why Goma?’, it is so messy, with all of the after effects of a guerilla war, rape as a weapon of war, multiple campaigns by multiple players to destabilize the communities in efforts to control the area and its minerals. Why not work someplace else where it seems that change might take hold faster and results show. Goma’s issues are so long term and complicated, why not work where effects will come on a more human scale. The team member responded that’s why we are working here in Goma, it is complicated and the need is so great, and we can’t just leave our brothers and sisters here until they have an easier problem. Later I was thinking, it is very appropriate that FPCB is involved in HealAfrica work in Goma as a partner. I have heard from multiple older FPCB members about the time First Pres had to decide about staying in Berkeley or leaving when the old church building was condemned. It was the 70’s, Berkeley was going Bezerk, to get to church for service the National Guard was escorting church members into past blockades and protestors. First Pres decided instead of abandoning the hard places of Berkeley, at the time, they were going to stay because there was a need. Even more they were going to build a sanctuary with large ground level glass instead of walls to invite those Berkeleyan’s inside. It seems it is the same kind of go and stay with those in the hard places that sends us to Goma. Its history is intense, and there is still a lot of violence, orphans, widows, pain and suffering in Goma, its still a hard place. But it is the hard places that we are called to. Stay and stand with those who would elsewise be forgotten. To witness and to assist at their directive, to mostly accompany and know as brothers and sisters. So it seems a good fit, to work with Goma. And I find myself planning when I can come back.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Women Carrying Water

An all too familiar sight. Rarely will you see men carrying water, and never on their backs like this. Work is still heavily separated from what I've seen here in the DRC as well as in Kenya. Men tend to focus their efforts outside the home on "business" or bringing in money. Women take care of everything home-oriented, from taking care of the children to gathering water and firewood and more. Ironically, with so few jobs that pay, you see women doing a great amount of work, while a lot of men standing or sitting around talking. I hope when are able to find self worth in good, hard work... Even if it doesn't pay.

Women wash clothes by Lake Kivu

Our Driver, Sammy

Bridget Nolan, Logistics Extraordinaire

She's been such a great help and blessing to the team, coordinating transportation, communication, orientation, logistics and more! HEAL Africa is blessed to have her.

Map making

Today is our last full working day at Heal Africa in Goma. Emotional goodbyes and gifts exchanged.. especially at church this morning...

Yesterday John (UK team), Svetlana and I were able to visit a school and safe transit house to do a few technical tasks. John and I surveyed the main Heal Africa site - ready for the new building. Svetlana became a trained surveyor working with John to survey a few of the other locations. I have been continuing to add data to the google map of the Heal Africa locations, they are no longer forgotten, they have a name and a place recorded for the world to see. I also managed to help complete a rain water harvesting filtration project at the Buhimba Safe Transit House. Where they have carried water in the past - now they have filtered water - with a little chlorine it will be safe to drink. Credit to Alex Densmore for getting this started. Little by little...

We will miss this place...

Monday, July 26, 2010

Foot washing in the Congo

On one of our afternoons, Mary Ellen, Ashley and I had the joy and privilege of bringing body cleansers, lotions, nail polish and makeup to the post op wards at HEAL Africa. At first, when we explain that we'd like to wash their feet, many of them hesitate, not quite sure we can be trusted. But once they witness their friends getting the washing, they prop up in bed and hold their feet out to be next. Very cute. It's such a wonderful experience, tenderly washing tired feet. Nothing like a church foot washing service that's quite sterile, where pedicures are had by many before the service. No pedicures in this group! The intimacy of massaging their feet, calves, hands and arms with lovely lotions is such a wonderful opportunity to experience the bond of love and sisterhood. And then the fun begins: eye makeup and lipstick with mirrors for them to see their beauty. Shy laughter, giggles all around. God is fun!!!
-Charlotte Martinez

A Day with DRC Army Chaplains


How does one begin to capture all that has happened in these past days? Today Tim, Ewen (from the UK team) and I led a workshop for chaplains of soldiers. When I heard about this assignment when I was in Berkeley I was wondering, “what in the world will we be talking about?” But, we felt that God had called us to this task, so God would somehow give us the messages we were to share. We began at 9 am today. Tim passed out index cards to the chaplains and asked them to write the issues/questions they held as chaplains. We then took those cards to see what threads there were for us to discuss. While we were having the cards translated and sorted, Ewen did a seminar on forgiveness. As we flipped through the cards, we saw many questions about their need to learn more about forgiveness! We knew that God was in control.

Another set of questions focused on how do churches/denominations work together when there are doctrinal issues that they are in disagreement. Tim did a great seminar on focusing on those things that they hold in common and are central to the gospel of Christ. There was great discussion amongst the chaplains as they sat in groups to come up with those things they hold in common.

Then I did a seminar on pastoral care. Many of the questions focused on how they were to do their work as chaplains when their families were not being cared for. Yesterday we spoke with the Chief of the Chaplains as he wanted to brief us about the chaplains who would be in attendance at today’s workshop. As a major in the DRC Army, he is getting $40 (US) a month. We went on the base and saw the military housing (which were tents and shacks)! They didn’t make enough money to pay for school fees for their children so they were not being educated. They didn’t have funds for transportation for their children to go to school. It is a really terrible situation. Often both soldiers and policemen end up resorting to robbery and violence themselves because they are not being cared for. I ended up sharing my experience as a military kid. They were surprised to hear that I understood in a small way what it means to live the life as a military dependent and with a father in the military. I realized as were doing the workshop that I came to Christ through the chaplaincy program on the different bases I lived on.

There are no words to describe the convergence of my life experience and my time in the Congo. No words. I pray that what I shared gave them encouragement and hope for the work they are doing.

Mary Ellen Azada

Praying

This morning, like all Monday mornings, I joined the pastoral team to spread out and pray for various persons throughout the hospital.  I think these have been my first pastoral visits in a hospital setting - ever.  Quite a place to start!

I went around the orthopedics rooms with three other pastors, and when I spoke one of them translated.  I've been able to speak a little Swahili, but even English words are hard to muster when facing so much suffering.  Many persons were in casts and a few had lost limbs.  Some were full of life, even when they couldn't move, and a few had that 1,000 yard stare.  We spent the time praying for them, offering words of encouragement and greeting them with a handshake and blessing.

Experiences like these are most humbling.  I feel like I can't DO anything.  Yet it's precisely this realization that I can't do anything that is transformative, that reminds me of our dependence on the power and grace of God.  We are all connected to each other and to God's Spirit, but sometimes during our independent streaks we forget this.

May you be reminded of your dependence on God and others today.  May this realization not cause you worry or anxiety.  And may your soul find a peace deeper than your understanding.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Preaching

It's so amazing to be among a different place and a different people, and yet still there is so much in common!


I had the opportunity to preach and teach the other day at a training of community leaders who are a part of the Nehemiah Commmittees organized by HEAL Africa.  These committees often function as the sole or one of few community governance organizations.  They help resolve disputes in the community, organize microfinance opportunities, distribute school fees for needy children, and more.  It was an honor to meet them and be with them for 2 days in Monrovia, about 1.5 hours from Goma around the lake and just over the border with South Kivu Province.


I shared with them some of my thoughts on Nehemiah; the efforts and sacrifices he went through to rebuild the wall of Jerusalem after the Babylon exile.  He listened to the cry of his people, prayed to God, asked for resources, and then inspired the entire community to chip into the rebuilding process.  I encouraged them to do the same, working together with other people in the community when the burden was too great for them alone.


The next day I preached on "Practicing Resurrection."  The focus was on Acts 14, where the story begins with Paul telling a lame person to stand up in the name of Jesus, and at the end of the story Paul himself struggles to stand up after being stoned.  I acted the story out, myself getting on the ground and causing much amazement from the crowd, who are very careful to keep their clothes clean (esp. in a professional setting). 

Today, Sunday, I preached on Matthew 11:28-30, on the invitation of Jesus to all who have worked until exhaustion, to translate literally from the Greek.  The message was similar: The world is an overwhelming place.  Sometimes we pray for others, sometimes we ourselves need prayer.  In all that we do, let us practice resurrection, relying on the Spirit of Christ to uplift of spirits, minds and bodies.


Sometimes I wonder if my own theological or worldview is coming across to strongly.  I desire to be a vessel of God's Spirit, being filled with the grace and truth of the gospel.  Yet sometimes I become self-conscious and wonder if it's my own good news that I'm sharing, and not God's.  Once again I turn in prayer to God, that my words and actions be a reflection of God's love and not just my own thoughts and perceptions.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Family

It's Saturday already! When we're in Goma, we start each day in chapel for which I am thankful. I need the grounding from worshiping and praying together and receiving a word from whoever is preaching. The singing is one of my favorite things here. It lifts you immediately to another space and time...I guess it's that eternal place.
We have been welcomed back here as family. There is much sharing about each others families and personal lives. The warmth in their embrace is genuine and deeply loving. No wonder I feel like I'm home here.
Sickness has been making the rounds of our team, but no one complains. This is a great group of people to work with. Thank God for laughter!
Off to a football (ie., soccer) game at an orphanage today, then the market, then a visit to Mama Virginie's to meet her twin grandsons, Smart and Smile. Yes, those are their real names. Can't wait!
God is good, all the time.
-Charlotte Martinez
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Friday, July 23, 2010

Half way

It’s hard to believe that our time is more than half way through… for my first post it’s a challenge to know where to start.. here’s a few quick ones..

I’ve been supporting the technical manager (Bizi) with various tasks. As part of his varied role Bizi looks after the water system and as a ‘water engineer’ I have a specific interest in this field! We’ve even been able to carry on some of Alex Densmore’s tasks from his work earlier this year. The task however that seems to have gained traction has been to begin mapping the Heal Africa locations in North Kivu province. These mostly entail medical clinics, safe transit houses and hospitals. You can see a rough draft of our google map at this link. The intent is to expand on the available data for each location to enable more strategic planning as we move from an emergency response condition to post conflict redevelopment. We started by asking the question – how can we plan strategic progress if there is limited information available about where we’re starting from? There are around 100 locations in North Kivu province that Heal Africa has invested in.

During Wednesday morning chapel Mary Ellen explained to the staff that First Pres had written cards for each of them. Congo on one side – Berkeley on the other. I was asked to distribute a stack of these by the door and was personally interested considering Svetlana and I had not seen these being put together in early July. We wondered how they would be received – our question was answered when staff patiently but feverishly grabbed them from us as if they were Wonka golden tickets – later staff who were unable to attend the service approached us for more! They greatly, greatly appreciate your continued support and prayers.. this was a very simple but highly effective way to communicate a little of our concern.. our two worlds were brought a little closer by this simple act.. thank you..

Steve